The life of Tristan Williams will forever be like a movie most of his life he strived to do the impossible building a successful music career back in 2018 only for him to be consumed by drugs and alcohol in 2020 Tristan met his Rock bottom he had lost it all his family had left him in the dark due to his past addictions and failed successes but that never stopped him in 2022 Tristan was court ordered to a rehab facility and was locked up for a year when he was released from the facility he shocked not only himself but everyone who knew him before he passed Tristan had done the impossible he was three years clean and to all his loved ones it was a miracle Tristan was always a loving and caring individual with nothing but love. In the end he took his life due to depression he had always struggled with it it has been a real shock to everyone in our family what happened on Saturday night. He tried to reach out to us but no one answered we will forever hold that burden on our shoulders. On Saturday night Tristan had tried numerous times to phone family or friends to try talk but at the time of the phone calls it was around 3:00am and everyone was asleep. We had tried to call Tristan back however he was not answering his phone after numerous calls we reached out to his landlord who went to the property and stated that his vehicle was there but no answers came from inside the home. That’s when we knew something was off we gained entry into the house only to find Tristan lying on the floor in a pool of his own blood on the floor next to him lay a note of all the wrongs he did and all the burdens he carried all these years. As his mother I never knew anything about how he felt reading that letter really made me sick to my stomach not only was I unaware of how he felt but the guilt I now carry knowing that my son had reached out to me almost all the time trying to get help crying and in a full blown panic attack most times but I always shut him out