(Note Sean requested in his suicide letter that the obituary he wrote was copied and posted which is contained in the following obituary that was left in his suicide letter Which is written in his own words)Sean was born in South Los Angeles ,CA and had a rough childhood but found his calling playing sports where he was an Allstar Baseball ,basketball and football player which he would play his whole childhood into his late teens where he earned multiple awards and honors in Baseball and made it to the Little League and Senior League World Series as well as the 4A Southern California H.S. Championship. Sean graduated from San Pedro HS and went to college at Scottsdale Culinary Institute where he learned to become a skilled Chef, and also refined his love for growing cannabis which eventually brought him to Albuquerque, NM to be some company to his mother Catalina Cordoba,who just moved back from Los Angeles and Sean opened a dispensary and loved working with cannabis,eventually had his 1st born Luciano Emmanuel who was sadly killed by a nurse who was convicted of Malpractice, Sean never would get over his sons death,He eventually ended up in Prison but would seemingly bounce back adbmeet the Love of his life Cheryl Gonzales who he loved more then anything in the world and she gave birth to his 2md true love Alizeah Katiana who saved Sean from an even earlier suicide,,and next His prince who was his pride and Joy Machavelli who would end up being his closest child to him, and his last blessing who he said saved him from suicide again once Cheryl turned to Alcoholism,to deal with post partem depression who Sean tried to get her through ,he would love to cook for her and always give her massages and foot rubs he said.Still she was never home and Sean would take care of his father in law Gary Gonzales who was paralyzed and watch all 3 children along with Gary for 12 hours a day by himself,His beautiful but tragic story looked as if everything was getting better in October he told me get was the happiest he's ever been and him and Cheryl were going through a loving phase so I was shocked to hear he was arrested Oct 12 2023 which would lead to his wife cheating on him wile he was incarcerated,And Cheryl abandoned him and took their children out of nowhere,And my son received bad news regarding his cancer which only made him need to be with his family but Cheryl would not budge and went as far as not letting Sean speak to his children at all which eventually proved to be too much to handle paired with the infidelity of Cheryl which came as a shock to everyone since she always gravitated back to Sean .He was so full of smiles but was deeply worried about Cheryl cheating on him with ,their mullet havingvgg neighbor ,which Cheryl swore Sean was mentally ill ,but later Sean would find out he was right and this was one of many things that led up to Seans shocking and untimely Suicide this summer,Sean had not seen or spoke to his Children or His Wife Cheryl since New years and was written by Cheryl while incarcerated and told by her that he was forgiven and missed dearly and was qoute"Theost amazing man she knew and that she wanted him to get better and come home and She would wait and hold their family together and would let him back into their life once his term of incarceration was over,Then they could live under one roof as a family again and Sean looked for one second to have pulled off another miracle and was offered a plea deal that he took instantly and was sure he'd have his wife waiting for him with their children excited for thier Daddy,like she promised,but Then he was released and she never even contacted him ,Then he talked to his mother in law who wouldn't even give him the info to get a hold of his family, that he cherished above all,And frustrated he went looking for her on Facebook and found a new profile of her being promiscuous and cheating with multiple people while proudly captioned with words enthusiastically admitting to multiple sexual partners simultaneously but them being clueless about her using them both and her proudly insinuating it's okay it's just sex and theres no such thing as love,yet went out of the way to lead Sean to believe he was coming home to his family,and was being waited on Sean was livid and distraught and wished it were some cruel prank he contacted her and she ignored him and let him get embarrassed publically,why did she bother even telling him that she loved him and that he would get better and that he'd have his family back waiting open arms? Then embarrassment ,and what seems like deliberately trying to push him over the edge ,by a sudden change of attitude and how she acts around her friends like she never even loved him or asked him to come back to them or apologized for taunting Sean publically, which after her not messaging back or calling back ,he told several of us that he had no idea what type of cruel sick game was being played and the let down of not seeing their reunion happen as he was promised ,and the sudden shift in his wifes demeanor and proud ,confirming to others she was cheating on Sean the whole entire time ,with no remorse,or empathy apparent anymore,She only let Sean see his, children 1 time in a year and was playing games with him and would kiss him and cuddle him when in person but then would treat him badly when not together ,When Cheryl lied about Spending Thanksgiving with him it was too much for Sean to bear and on Thanksgiving he sadly took his own life,leaving a letter blaming Cheryl and her not letting him see his children that day.Sean was preceded in death by his son Luciano Immanuel, his best friends James Garcia,Gerard Fraire,.Sean was Survived by his estranged Wife Cheryl Gonzales,his daughters Alizeah Katiana Smith Gonzales,Skyla Rose Gonzales,his son Machavelli Smith Gonzales,Father Robert Smith ,Mother Catalina Cordoba, Auntie Victoria Botica Uncle Pete Botica ,Cousin Cisco Escobar,Cousin Louis Mayorga ,Cousin Noah and Sydney Botica Auntie Della Albritton Services /A life Celebration will for Sean will be @French's Mortuary on Lomas Blvd NE 87110 And Celebration of Life TBA Dec 5th 2024., Donations MAY BE MADE IN Seans honor to his childrens college fund in the link ,also to the American Suicide Prevention Organization .or National Suicide Prevention Hotline. DONATIONS MAY ALSO BE MADE TO HIS children's under the Stripe link and or PayPal account SeanS83@Paypal.com