My mother Norma was my best friend no matter what I done or who told what on me my mom would say leave Tammy alone now she' is not doing anything wrong now just leave her alone. I miss her so much words can't explain how much I miss her. I miss her every day of the week all day long. It's one of rge hardest things in my life I'll never get over losing her she was with out a dout my best friend. During the hardest moments for my sister sn I an my mother when we called hospice in an she only had a couple days left is what hospice believed well me an sister was sure thats probably a true statement so as we ate sitting there my mom looked at me an said tell me goodbye Tammy It took everything in me not to cry a river right there on her bed but I knew I didn't want her to see me cry so I was able to hold back long enough to she asked me again can't u tell me goodbye no I'm not mom an I got up walked out in the other room an there tge river started I believe my sister said what's wrong what is it I knew than that my sister was being strong as she could but I also knew this was not east on her ether that this was going to hurt her not just me an I need to pull it together for her now so I had to do my best not to lose it an